Not really and update...more of like a downdate... I haven't weighed myself and I don't want to. I haven't been excersizing. And I've been eating eh... ok I guess. Not great and not horrible. I have just been in a huge slump.. I look in the mirror and really don't like what I see... That should make me want to do something but it doesn't. I just want to sit and cry. It's so hard! There are so many encouraging people around me and it just doesn't matter. I keep making excuses to myself too. Like that I'm still breastfeeding so I can't cut calories. I've been napping a lot lately too. I've just been tired. And unmotivated.
I've been thinking of putting up visual aids in my life. Like pictures of what I want to look like. And eating reminders. ugh... that's it for now.
Thursday, June 3, 2010
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